hmm.. gotten an old rubber basketball.. thanks to cherkian for it.. i really appreciate it.. and i will take good care of it.. except that i cant do anything if it is lack of air.. hahas =P and thought of many things last night..

although the ball was a used one.. and had many cracks.. and the groves were gone.. but it also means that it had gone through many hurdles and now.. it is still standing strong in front of me.. even the words "SPALDING" were almost fading.. even a cheap ball like this able to take so much blows.. when u slammed it hard to the floor.. when u threw it towards the ring.. when u... the ball is still as round.. no matter wad u do to it.. it will still be round.. i hope everyone can be like it.. hahas.. or even better.. each blow made one stronger.. hahas =D

however.. the carvings on it nevers fades.. even if the black paint or whatever has faded, the dents made while carving the words or the lines are still there.. it can never be removed..

just like human feelings.. even if life still goes on.. the dark still remains in the brain.. however hard u try to forget.. it will never fade.. but instead of clingling on to the past, why not look forward towards the new life? instead of torturing urself, and making urself suffering, why not look for another new life?