hmm, time flies so0O fast!

its been a month ever since my blog was born.. and its only two more days to december! im looking forward to it..

well, at this point of time.. feeling sick is the worst senario.. and so qiao im having fever, flu, sorethroat, all at once.. oh man! someone save mi...

awW..

*wishing it would come true

im finally an official OGL! hahas..

well, after rounds and rounds of interviews, 6 OGLs were born.. namely, JAVIER, HOCK KIAT, CHER KIAN, XINA, TOYLYN and myself.. hahas =P actually there's only one interview.. awww..

hmmm, went for OGL meeting today.. and were separate into groups.. CHER KIAN, JAVIER, TOYLYN and myself were in jaguario house.. while XINA and HOCK KIAT were in the new and imaginary LEOPARDIO house.. gd luck man! anw, gotten group members, and group names.. we were supposed to design a banner..

and mi group is called gombak.. gombak -> combust.. therefore, we decided to use fire as the backgroud.. hock kiat's group is called zanzi.. zanzi -> zhan ji.. therefore, he thought of cheetar chopping a chicken.. haha:) thats was funny..

eh, dunno is it a good thing a not.. but i hav an indian girl in my group and one chinese girl, who gone to china.. so left mi and that INDIAN girl doing solo work.. aww wells.. jus im too lucky..

played bridge after that and mi sort of win the most rounds.. thanx to HOCK KIAT for giving mi such a good hand of cards..

around the evening.. jus received a bad news.. or should i say good news? perhaps.. that is nobody is selected for the SLS job.. should i feel happy? or should i not? hmm.. hopefully can find a better jobs.. anyone hav any lobang please tell mi.. hahas.. thanx!

*wish all of yal gd luck.

MASS THEFT IN RAFFLES JUNIOR COLLEGE

Date of Crime: 24th november 2006

Place of Crime: RAFFLES JUNIOR COLLEGE

what on earth is the world becoming today?

what on earth are the youngsters thinking nowadays?

aww wells.. these people study sooo much.. have sooo many knowledge store inside their brain.. but have NO moral values at all..

but maybe these are only some of the black sheeps.. so shant comment anymore.. =P

*hope there's still justice in this world!

FINALLY! CAMP'S OVER!! =P

had really whole lotsa FUN man! actually, i wanted to thank quite a handful of people.. but one i hav to mention.. JARET-the guy wif wierd character! although got attitude problem.. nevertheless, it is a challenge for myself.. as well as the other 2 group leaders.. namely JIAHUI and XINXUAN.. *He was transfer to oddish later on.. Our group's morale was then boost up.. however, things werent good for oddish.. pity the 3 facilitators - ZINC, TOYLYN & SIXU..

wells.. went cherkian hse on mon night and played bridge whole night.. until 2+am.. hais.. actually is i not used to sleep at his hse lahs.. thats y dint slept well.. and woke up with a bad headache.. and even vomit in his basin..hahas.. and split the milk.. sorry CHERKIAN! omg.. sooo clumsy.. anw, live solitaire doesnt have the atmosphere and the feeling.. guessed the msn one feels better..

and thats' end of first day.. notin interesting.. but lotsa unahppy things happen between campers and facilitators.. complains.. and MDM HO.. two words- too fierce le.. hais.. when MDM HO and JARET were having conversation, everyone were like, " oh no.. is JARET going to cry?" alamaks.. guessed she went a bit too far liao..

2nd day was sooo much better.. without him in our group, our groups' morale was boosted to the maximum.. we emerged 2nd from the 1st after being 2nd from the last laz nite.. ZAPDOS simply RULEZ! hahas..

MASTERPIECE from our group-ZAPDOS!
WELL DONE!!
Artpiece created on 21st november
During Art Attack

had strawberry shortcake during finale.. chosen by ZINC and myself.. hmm.. yummy.. taste excellent.. though the strawberry a bit sour.. this cake sooo special sia.. can used to celebrate janice's bdae.. and used to celebrate closure of SL camp.. haha:) den.. bot crap stuffs for the 6 leaders for putting in effort into this camp.. wells.. it was really meant for entertaining purposes.. and this idea was tot by ZINC! omg.. great idea huhs?

all in all, THANKS 0806!

im luv'in u guys! missin u too..

hais.. feel like telling a story..

once upon a time..
theres one lonely guy who doesnt wants to go new york to study..
if he goes.. he gets to further his studies there.. and get a degree..
however.. he will have to sacrifice not to see his family..
so he is very reluctant to go there..

budden there came one girl..
she tried hard to persuade this guy to go..
cox she also going to new york to study..

so.. this guy thought the girl is going..
and not to disappoint him..
and after much consideration..
he finally decided to go new york with the girl..

then the next day..
a terrible thing happen..
this girl told the guy she dun feel like going new york..
she pangseh-ed him..

imagine u were the guy..
how do u feel?

maybe its time to revise some chinese characters..

really reflect on my chinese standard..

those words..

mabye its time to really think before you speak..

and feel with ur heart before you say anithing..

words can mean a thousands meaning..

picture speaks a thousand words..

and silent speaks infinite words..

yeahh.. silent is the best policy..

i'm loving it too..

SL dry-run today again.. was very successful.. without some people present.. everyone were quite pleased.. and run smoothly.. everything ended early and we dun need another dry-run tml! hahas..

anw, went to mac to eat with ZINC, CHERKIAN, XINA & JIEMING.. had family meal with the guys.. first time eating sia.. but i guess the normal meal was much cheaper.. aww well.. went back to AJC after that except JIEMING and den CHERKIAN taught us some magic tricks.. and it was so simple lahs.. hahas..

the weather was super hot.. but we played a bball match.. in the hot sun.. and some of us kena sun-burned.. all like rosy cheeks.. hahas..

den.. went bugis for job application.. to sell computers at expo.. $50 per day.. from 11am to 10pm.. at expo.. dang.. 30th nov to 3rd dec.. so heng fall on my bdae.. aww well.. 16 years first time celebrate bdae in the expo.. working as a sales person.. oh man.. dunno how will it turn out.. den we went to red hill to collect SL shirts..

just wanna say im sorry.. (u should know who im refering to)

had dry run for SL today.. and woke up at 7am.. supposed to reach by 7am lahs.. to play bball.. aww well.. at least able to play for 15 mins.. so we played another 3 points and i scored 1 hahas..=P hmm.. my bball dribbling skill has improved.. maybe a little.. but at least still improve le.. but my shooting seems to deprove.. hais..

anw, the dry-run quite successful though.. at least for the majority.. i strongly emphasize on the word MAJORITY.. hahas.. cox heard about some rumours after the dry-run.. or should i say complain.. dint know that person was sooo unpopular.. hahas.. well.. im neutral.. although some parts i do agree with them (u should know who im refering to)..

went city hall with ZINC after that.. cant believe i went so far just to eat.. and guess where we went? NEW YORK! omg.. the food simply too marvolous! housey ars! one word to describe it - EXCELLENT! hahas.. and it was huge plate too.. and after the main meal.. ZINC made a DIY candy floss.. and it was sooo out of shape lahs.. hahas.. but it taste good.. =P

after my lunch.. i went all the way back to AJC to play bball! with HOCKKIAT, DANIA and CHERKIAN.. played 3 v 3 first and den 5 v 5 full court.. wow.. for the full court matches we won 3 matches out of the 3 matches we played.. and first match was ownage! forget the score.. but was really a thresh man..

really had FUN today man!

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went MARSILING CDAC to help out in the SL project.. but went mac eat wif ZINC, CHERKIAN, and SIXU.. supposed to meet at 7:45am.. but i reached at 8am.. sorry guys.. and ZINC reached at 8:15am.. hahas.. and she cant find the mac and need to her friend's help to lead her.. aiyo.. sad case.. hahas =P

budden, around 9+am.. my daddy called and said his car broke down.. and wans me to bring stuffs to KALLANG.. aww.. i lazy lahs.. but no choice.. who ask them so suay to be my parents.. cant say 'NO' to parents order bahs.. so i went.. however, halfway.. they called and said i no need bring those stuffs there le.. i was like "arghs.. so sians.." waste 3 hours of my time on travelling for nothing.. really like an idiot moving around s'pore aimlessly sia.. but cant blame them lahs.. they need those stuffs urgently budden realised the shop which sells those stuffs were open on SUNDAY.. hahas =P thank god their car was repaired..

den i went to join the rest and we went causeway point to have lunch.. before lunch.. and went jason hse to play bball.. and played pool later on with ZINC and CHERKIAN.. and i WON 3 rounds.. 2 games - ZINC, 1 game - CHERKIAN.. but i lost 2 games to CHERKIAN.. and ZINC.. well.. all i can say is she very very very suay.. dint won a SINGLE round today.. aww..

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anw, i heard some unpleasant things today.. i really dunno whats wrong with my mummy again.. and i dunno why do u feel that way? she is just a bit kpo and i bet MOST mummys in the world are same.. but she also worrys about u.. she cares that u gone astray.. i know u wouldn't.. but as a mummy.. she doesnt feels same way as we youngsters do.. i dont think she hav done anything wrong.. maybe a bit.. that she interfere too much bahs.. i hope u dont get the wrong idea.. therefore, develop negative feelings about her.. u can feel free to come my hse anytime.. i dun think she will do anything to u.. or even embarrass u.. please do not see my mummy as the type u think.. she is not.. i can ursure u.. hahas.. i really hope this thing can put a end lahs.. im so tired of listening to all these craps le.. but since u says u will not lie anymore.. i guess this thing will stop eventually.. lets just hope it stop asap.. and last but not least.. if my mummy's actions made u unhappy.. i apologise in behalf of her.. =P

hmm.. gotten an old rubber basketball.. thanks to cherkian for it.. i really appreciate it.. and i will take good care of it.. except that i cant do anything if it is lack of air.. hahas =P and thought of many things last night..

although the ball was a used one.. and had many cracks.. and the groves were gone.. but it also means that it had gone through many hurdles and now.. it is still standing strong in front of me.. even the words "SPALDING" were almost fading.. even a cheap ball like this able to take so much blows.. when u slammed it hard to the floor.. when u threw it towards the ring.. when u... the ball is still as round.. no matter wad u do to it.. it will still be round.. i hope everyone can be like it.. hahas.. or even better.. each blow made one stronger.. hahas =D

however.. the carvings on it nevers fades.. even if the black paint or whatever has faded, the dents made while carving the words or the lines are still there.. it can never be removed..

just like human feelings.. even if life still goes on.. the dark still remains in the brain.. however hard u try to forget.. it will never fade.. but instead of clingling on to the past, why not look forward towards the new life? instead of torturing urself, and making urself suffering, why not look for another new life?

had OP early this morning.. woke up at 6:30am.. slept only around 4 and a 1/2 hours only.. thats so pathetic lahs.. ok.. well.. everyone did pretty well.. at least for Grps 3, 4 & 5.. hahas.. =P

however, things werent so smooth for our grp.. we were to nervous.. i screwed up the Q & A.. and stammer a bit for the presentation.. hope thats not GG.. cos' there wont be RM.. hahas..

after that.. we went LOT 1 to eat lunch.. followed by ZINC's house.. and SIPING scared of dogs.. hahas.. should have taken a pic of her expression when she saw IGO (namely ZINC's dog).. we played bridge.. bluff (cheat in neopets for your info).. speed.. snap.. at least all were card games.. budden JIA HUI got bored.. so he read online manga.. so anti-social sia.. hahas.. we planned to go night safari after that..

then it RAINED.. called the night safari to confirm.. when they say there was raining heavily.. everyone's heart fall.. especially ZINC! hahas.. she was so disappointed.. then.. someone suggested to go watch movie.. STEP UP.. however.. we did not give up on going night safari.. so raeger called them again.. and it was only DRIZZLING there! and so we went.. so excited.. first time go night safari.. SIPING and XINYI were also their first time.. we took 927 at cck interchange.. and the bus took a long time to come.. we were waiting like so unpatient le.. den i saw YITING making stars using straws.. so i took 2 straws and try making myself.. hahas =P.. den ZINC saw me.. and she taught me to make it.. was so perfect.. only the ending part.. *ahem.. got tian fen.. hahas..

upon reaching there.. we took a pic at the entrance.. ok.. we bought the trail route.. $10 only.. students got discounted price.. actually it was $20.. normal price.. should had taken the tram.. only $8 more.. being first time there in my whole lifetime (ok.. it sounds noob but ya.. ).. i was thrilled or sort of fastinated by almost everything.. but the trail also have its own strengths.. we can go into the real enclosure and see the animals closely.. such as the fruit bats.. which ZINC was so freaked out.. she was like closing her eyes every moment now and then.. i was there laughing like mad.. ok.. thats sounds bad.. but.. quite entertaining.. i was quite lucky.. managed to catch the last bus and reached home before 12am.. whereas the sengkang people wernt that lucky..

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anw.. someone keep asking me to shut my mouth up when i wanna speak some things.. thats quite rude or should i say very rude though u might not agree.. and its not even giving respect to the person saying it.. its not once.. not twice.. but everytime.. those words doesnt even concerns u at all.. i know u are just concern about your friend.. but isnt them also my friends too? u think i dont want them to patch? im just trying to help.. different people have different thinking.. as well as different methods to do things.. even if u dont like my way of doing things.. although i might agree that u are a good listener.. but u ownself agree that u weren't a good advisor.. i shall not deny that im not one..

*btw, guessed this matter did not resolve.. only it were just keep it aside.. hopefully one day.. u will get over with it..

mummys in the world..
why dont u trust your child?
why dont u give them freedom?
why dont u believe in ur child?

children in the world..
why dont u trust ur mummys?
why dont u be truthful to ur mummys?
why do u have to resort to lies?

actually.. life can be sooo complicated.. mummys do not trust their children.. sooo they resort to lies in order to bluff their way out.. this is one of the solution but in the long run.. as the saying goes, paper cannot contain fire.. and fire cannot contain paper too.. its is always advisable to find the root of the problem and by lying isn't gonna help at all.. who doesn't lie? unless that person is a super mummy boy.. i just remembered someone told me on the phone.. "its not wrong to lie if u wanna go out but your mummys dont allow.. different people have different mothers.. and different mothers have different methods to deal with.." well.. i do agree with this.. its always wrong to lie.. but depends on the situation.. some situations will turn out better if u lie.. whereas some occasion will end up worst if u lie..*ahem.. all in all.. if u have any comments.. feel free to post..

firstly, HAPPIE B'DAE TO XINYI! haha.. 17 years liao worx.. so jealous.. im still 16.. haha.. and some idiots regard mi as xiao didi.. say wad im still inmature.. i call this im young.. haha =P

had OP practise early this morning.. i was late.. a bit only.. changed mi script.. change slides.. change animation.. did one rehearsal.. and we played bball after practice.. a short one..

and went to J8 to eat.. dun feel like eating at food junction.. but jason no money.. so have no choice.. cant find a place to sit at first.. was sooo crowded lahs.. eventually, we found 2 tables.. so we have to split.. zinc, dania, ck and me one table.. xina, jason and sixu another.. i ordered duck rice.. one word to describe it --> splendid! haha.. wow! mi table definitely bought a lot of food.. after the main course.. i bought fried dumplings.. and because someone wanted to eat fried carrot cake.. cherkian bought it for her.. but she ate only a bit nia.. awww.. they keep making this sound lahs.. so 'dei'.. and cherkian and mi spend like $15++ for a lunch.. at FOOD JUNCTION!! can u believe? can even afford a more luxury place liao.. but.. we had a hard time trying to finish our food sia..

after tt.. went kbox with zinc, dania, cherkian, hockkiat and sixu later on.. zinc ponned her CO.. dania pon her church.. sixu pon his ninjado.. cherkian and mi ponned *eh, our date with 'zhou gong'.. haha.. hockkiat was still making his VB bike model.. but when we asked him come along.. he immediately agreed.. haha.. he received 22 missed calls.. cos we mass dial his no..

on the way, my mummy called and asked whether sixu was there(i dunno y).. so i pass my phone to him.. and i dunno wad mi mummy told him.. but after he put down the phone.. he sort of insult mi mummy.. (i shall not elaborate on the details).. shant poke into his family affairs. *i dunno y he have to be so angry? wad did mi mummy did to him? he says he feels tt he is always being 'watched'. but, if you told your mummy beforehand, she wouldnt have doubt u even if mi mummy told her somethings which are unpleasent to you..

anw, i try not to show attitude.. cos dint wan to spoil the atmosphere.. but at least it wasnt bad.. so we cont to sing.. hmmm, if i am not wrong.. we sang till around 10pm.. 6 people for only ~$56.. $9.40 each.. haha =P and zinc had to go home alone.. hockkiat so anti-social lahs.. immediately after kbox.. he rush home so quickly.. haha.. actually im also one.. cos need to get home.. mummy worrying liao.. hahas..

yes.. i went to school today.. cant pon ars.. got OP.. and during presentation.. everyone left.. only a few supporters remain.. haha.. so pathetic.. and i practically screwed up everything.. but SIPING showed a thumbs up when i finished presenting.. dunno whether its a praise or what.. i take it the first one.. haha.. dint play bball.. went to eat with javier.. as someone pangseh'ed.. hahas.. actually, i was quite lucky.. they kena caught i guess.. heard from RAEGER.. CWO on MONDAY.. congrats! hahas.. jus jk..

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played bball again todae! haha.. remembered one match we played before OP rehearsal.. Jason and Dania VS Zinc and Me! if u can guessed correctly.. we won! haha.. i forget the score le.. but nice one zinc.. haha.. praise u lehs.. r u touched? haha.. anw, we played bball after pw too.. without zinc.. she had co, despite her fever.. haiz.. y so hiong? sleep well.. hope to see the joyful u tml.. hahas.. anw, it was pitch dark.. cant even see the ball lahs.. and guess wad? DANIA was HIT straight on the NOSE!! haha.. poor thing.. =P yes.. edwin.. i saw tt scene too.. sooo sweet.. tml is OP rehearsal again.. and fri is chinese 'A' level.. oh gosh.. jus realised i dint study anything for it.. haiz.. today is a long day.. dunno y.. feel sososooooo tired.. maybe its bball bahs.. i dunnoo.. but.. feel like poning sch tml.. but.. because of OP.. i cant.. realli need a long good rest tonite..

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